Rad

Realisation

2011-04-20T21:37:00.004+08:00

I've been guilty of running away from reality. I stopped and it suddenly hit me so hard, I couldnt breathe. All I can do, is to just look around and take it all in. I don't know if I can handle it when the time comes, I can't face it. Its scaring me.

Kichn

2011-04-19T21:15:00.006+08:00

Beautiful food, place, people.

Mero maya

2011-03-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

It consumes me. Its eating me up from the inside.

Why

2011-03-22T08:41:00.002+08:00

Everytime I close my eyes, it starts. These flashbacks, they haunt me in my dreams.

Please press flush

2011-03-20T14:14:00.004+08:00

Giggling over cheesecakes and wine, on a cold saturday night ♥

Fearsome foursome?

2011-03-17T10:37:00.006+08:00

♥

Who knew

2011-03-15T17:09:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, the actions I take and the words I choose to say, completely baffles me. Half the time, I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.

Transition

2011-03-09T22:43:00.003+08:00

Went shopping alone today. Ahh, retail therapy works best done solo. Nobody's getting impatient, nor critising every purchase. Noone there to make me feel guilty about my buys.. Bought some tops, and the shrug I've wanted for a loong time from topshop. Oh, and that damned black jeans.

Just breathe

2011-03-04T22:34:00.005+08:00

Sporadic weather was such a downer today.

Endurance

2011-03-03T14:50:00.006+08:00

There it lies. The threat of succumbing to temptations loom dangerously, but I am holding myself back. With every might it takes, I am resisting. Told myself many times, over and over and over again, that this is the last lap. To give it my all.. Because after this day, I am free. I can breathe a little easier, sleep a little easier. But how can I, when you're messing with my head?

Sacrifice

2011-03-03T00:56:00.007+08:00

just because cracks developed overtime.
just because I dont wanna be reminded of my many imperfections.
just because I want to stop feeling like a worthless, redundant piece of shit..
I'm willing to give up on everything we've ever built together.

Rediscovering

2011-03-02T21:36:00.006+08:00

awesome hawker food.

Scarlet

2011-03-01T00:17:00.006+08:00

So they're here.

Time has passed by faster than I can remember.. They're tall, but not as tall as me thank god. High cheek bones, supple lips.. pretty as always. Not as awkward as I'd imagined. Can't wait for him to arrive tmr, and it'll be all complete. Movies, sharing popcorn, ice-skating, cracking silly faces, USS, Malaysia.. Delirious with excitment.

All the fun in the world

2011-02-28T12:30:00.004+08:00

I've lost my drive, lost my passion. I just want this over. I want to get out of here and forget everything.

Ink

2011-02-28T01:09:00.007+08:00

Number one or two? Both meaningful in their own ways. Sigh, decisions decisions.

Screw this

2011-02-28T00:11:00.006+08:00

I can't deal with it.

I can't, not when it involves the people you love. Not when everything you've ever known, is a big fucking lie. I don't want to have to sit and face four empty walls of my room. All stripped bare, no indications of any memories made so precious. My cocoon, my safe haven. The one I always retreat to, where the lights will always be on. Grappling with issues here, you don't understand. I'm losing everything slowly.. Friends who've always had your back, family and soon, a home. I'm scared, I don't want to think about what the future holds.

Its times like this i wish you were here the most.

2011-02-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

Fucking hate it.
Yes, I'm that selfish.

DIY

2010-04-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

Rosh's 18th ♥

2010-04-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

So my doti love just turned 18 recently.. Hope you liked my chocolate cake doti, even though it was just sweetness overload.

Had yummeh spicy vegetarian food that I didn't take pictures of because I was too busy stuffing myself. Gobbled down three plates full.. Yes Rosh's mother is that good a cook. We girls then shared spooky tales across the table and Sibani, I hate you. I still have images of that black figure running up the spiral staircase. Because of you, I'm sleeping with the toilet light in my room on.

On a side note, Ming and I took up Human Diseases- Past Present and Future for GEMS. I know.. Weird but it sounds interesting. I'm kinda pumped for school now (:

Marina Barrage.

2010-04-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

The darned sporadic weather had us running all about. Sun, rain, sun, then rain again. What gives?

Anyway regret not having a go at kite-flying. I was just too comfortable sitting on my bum, enjoying a hell of a breeze. Oh, and I think I've gotta stay out of the sun for a little while. Been having a little too much fun under the sun of late.

Universal studios.

2010-04-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

Thank god the weather held up. Food was nice and relatively affordable. Shows were awesome, especially Shrek 4-D Adventure and for the rides, I'd say Revenge of the Mummy hands down. The dual roller coastors were down though, such a bummer.

almost perfect.

2010-04-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star.

One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there.

we'll work it out boy.

2010-04-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hi alll. The weather is cool and purrrrfect. I just has a talk with my personal trainer. That's right, MY personal trainer. Guess who? Guess who? Rita. Yeap, my lil sister. When she talked about the different abdominal muscles and how to do different repetitive sets of exercise for each part, I knew I've found the right person! I admire her discipline and determination. AND her toned tummy. Who doesn't want that flat washboard tumtum right? Gonna go jogging at the cemetery with her in the morning. Yay for me, I've finally stopped procrastinating! Its been too darn long already.

Carnivore with ♥

2010-04-02T13:38:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for these lil suckers right now. Little slabs of heaven, sinfully marbled with melt-in-your-mouth fats. Carnivore at Vivo has the best tender beef and lamb, succulent pork ribs and not to mention, the chicken hearts. I'm hooked on that especially. I swear I can pop five of those in my mouth! We'll be back soon, when our wallets allow us to.

Tasting the forbidden fruit.

2010-04-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Cos I knew you'd be there for me, all along.

Hi I'm back ♥

2010-03-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Batam was brilliant. Awesome place, food, company, everything! Only problem was the damned mosquitoes. Free flow buffet for every meal with a wide variety of indonesian dishes. A personal chef to cook your eggs just the way you like if for breakfast.. Seriously? I felt like a ball of lard after each meal! We girls were so thrilled after checking our rooms out. Cosy and so relaxing.. Jungle trekking, rafting and high-ropes were brill! I've always loved adventure. Anything that gets my heart pumping, is welcome. Gala night was a total scream. Skits performed were nothing short of hilarious, food was wow and the people, just great. I've met so many awesome people, really. Oh, visit to the local primary was heartwarming. All these lil faces looking up to you in wonder.. Sighh. I don't regret signing up for this trip, not even one bit.

I just finished unpacking, gotta repack for a chalet naoo. So, be back in three days. Till then, xoxo.

a beautiful somewhere.

2010-03-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

I had a candlelit bath today. My daddy couldn't be arsed to changed those damn blinking lights in the toilet, so I resorted to lighting a coupla candles to take a bath. Damn, was it relaxing. It was so soothing that I could almost switch off just like that and doze off while lathering up. Tuned to my ol' playlist with songs by Hawthorne Heights and Hinder on full blast, old old songs that just completed the ambience. And when the last of the candles started burning out, I freaked out.

And that abruptly ended my peaceful affair.

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Anway, I'm halfway done packing up for tomorrow, and I'm tired. Shall continue packing early in the morning. Sigh.. See ya babies in four days! (:

Distant.

2010-03-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

My feelings, they fluctuate. I can't put a finger on what I'm feeling exactly, but can't you make me happy? Just a little bit?

Fav people ♥

2010-03-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

17th March- Visit to the National Museum of Singapore with the people. The World of Ancient Egypt exhibition was super, the egyption jewellery was real pretty! There were mummified cats, crocodiles and humans as well. Pity they were all wrapped up though. Been fascinated with Egypt and its culture since like forever. I want a holiday to Egypt pronto!

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19th March- Catch up with the crazy people at Chomp Chomp for dinner after eons.. It was comforting, cracking jokes across the table and just laughing away with people who played a big part in my life during my secondary school days. Those a thousand miles away, miss you guys.

That heavy feeling, its gone.

Limits.

2010-03-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Screams, hot tears, heartaches. And scars we leave behind.. It gets exhausting really. People whom you thought will be by you through thick and thin, have become strangers in your eyes. And so, so far away.. You find old pictures lying around and sit there wondering what happened to the strong bonds you once shared. And the unexpected one becomes the one whom you pour out your heart to, right from the very begining.

To that one, thanks.

set it on fire.

2010-03-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

Lazing under the sun has fried my skin, and the recent Pulau Ubin trip did me no good either.
My skin is peeling.
Bought a pretty beige bag at a sale with Fiona today. Me totally luving it!
So many stuffs I still need to buy for the Batam trip. Especially a cap.
My visa is still not settled. Seriously?
Kai Le's not picking up my calls.
I'm worried.

I've been too lazy, I know. School holiday has been good so far, but its passing by far too quickly seriously. I'm psyched up for the upcoming Batam trip but with my visa issues and all that, its worrying me. Sigh..

Picnic soon guys!

2010-03-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

Hi all, i'll be back reaal soon.

Orange horizons.

2010-03-07T09:41:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry but I can't help being such a pessimistic worrywart. oh no mondayy.

they'll come by.

2010-03-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

Went to Rosh's carnival last Saturday, which was a fun but hot, stuffy affair. The weather's been such a bitch these days init? Nevertheless, glad to have met up with the favourite banglah! Meet up soon again kay.

obsession overload.

2010-02-25T09:40:00.000+08:00

Can't seem to get enough of them thick brows. Oh why couldn't I be born with dark, luscious eyebrows? The type that I'd just roll out of bed and there they are, sleek and pretty.

Anyway, I'm thrilled econs is done and over with. Gonna start with IPRA soon hopefully, if my determination doesn't waver. Don't wanna crash and burn revising last minute.. Its high time I break that nasty habit already.

It all seems real

2010-02-23T10:02:00.000+08:00

when its slipping, oh its slipping.

has it been a year?

2010-02-15T12:28:00.000+08:00

Dear all, my apologies. I've been a busy, busy bee lately.

After eons, I'm actually at home on a Saturday afternoon. After days and weeks of leaving home at around six in the morning and coming back at ten or eleven each night, it feels like I've finally arrived. School, assignments and social life held me back. It feels... strange. Like I went for a long, long holiday and came back to home sweet home. Its like I've forgotten how the insides of my house looks like in broad daylight.

Feels good to be back.

its like we're living on borrowed time.

2010-01-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

( credits: seaofshoes )

Ahhh so purrrrttaye. Some brooches and necklaces I can only dream of possessing.
On a side note, I'm 18 minutes away from my econs paper and to say I'm terrified, is an understatement.

Giving you nothing but honesty baby.

2010-01-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

This sinful morning, I woke up realising I hadn't washed off my make-up from the day before.. Clogged pores aint pretty you know. Its just project after project everyday that I crash out each night without fail. Saturdays and Sundays aren't spared as well. I'm crossing my fingers for just one free weekend, when I can finally go for a lazy swim and soak my stress away. Maybe lie under the sun and daydream. And get high. Yes, suntanning gets me high. Weird much?

Sigh, gotta start econs soon. And I'm a getting rather jittery for tomorrow's presentation This week's gonna be one helluva tough ride for me.. Hoping I can pull myself together, sooner or later.

the warmest hazelnut brown.

2010-01-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

I'm neck-deep in assignments right now and constant flu each night aint helping at all. Garh, all the blocked noses can be such a pain. Oh, and its been 8 days since baby bunny Cud died :(:(:( It was my favourite out of the pair, why oh why oh why.

Couldn't believe the limp body lying in my palm was Cud. Couldnt feel its tiny heart hammering against my hands anymore, like it used to everytime I held it like a lil baby. Don't know what happened. I just know that it wasn't running around like it used to the day before it died.

Rabbits are always in pairs and its known they get depressed due to bereavement and loneliness easily. Snug and Cud were super close, always grooming each other. Didn't want Snug to get the bunny blues so Ming got another baby bunny.

Meet Waffles.

Adorable, no? Its bonding well with Snug, who's like getting fatter and fatter each frickin' day, seriously. Both aren't too fond of snuggling in my palms tho. Garh, makes me miss my lil baby :(

butterflies flutter to reach you

2010-01-06T12:39:00.000+08:00

Escape last sun with the Bangladeshi. Anw I'm feeling terribly sleepy right now.. Projects one on top of another's messing up my head baad.

warmth in you.

2010-01-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

Attend every, single class regardless of duration.

Not really one to be listing out new year resolutions, but decided to give it a go since I really need it. Just one resolution, but a major one nevertheless. Anw 2009 was real eventful. Major things have happened, after-O's-freedom, results, falling in and out of love, losing and gaining friends, experiencing poly, getting too much freedom, tryna get a grip on my self..

you're the one keeping me sane right now.

waiting even if its forever.

2009-12-28T17:25:00.000+08:00

Meet the latest additions to the family, Snug and Cudd. Super adorable or what? My heart just melts whenever I look at them! The white one, Snug, stuck its tongue out just as I was taking the picture! That fella is super cheeky, runs around like its paws' on fire!

Cudd's alot more calm and cool. Lets me carry it like a baby all day long. I just have to stroke its head and it falls asleep just like that! Only downside of having these baby bunnies is the amount of pee and tiny pellets of poo I have to clear from their cage. Oh well.

Can you spot the imposter?

gonna miss you baad.

2009-12-25T02:05:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all loved ones! (:

camera lights action

2009-12-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

So the family has decided to take a family portrait done and I just had to go and get myself burnt under the sun with uneven tan lines today. The shoot is tomorrow. Argh! Don't fancy looking like the only indian in the family here. Had the fitting done last week and I'm in luvvxzz with my evening gowns. Didn't really want a too fanciful-looking gown so I chose this sweetheart neckline one and another gold-sequined one that makes me feel fly. Haha. Gonna take my own black and gold gown along as well!

Super stoked for tomorrow!

thrillthrillthrills

2009-12-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

Avatar had me at the edge of my seat with goosebumps every few seconds, in a good way of course. Seriously, you'll be missing out on THIS much if you don't catch it naooooo.

Happy 14th

2009-12-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

Bind the sea to slumber stilly,
Bind its odour to the lily,
Bind the aspen ne'er to quiver,
Then bind love to last forever.
(Thomas Campbell 1777-1844)

laughs and flies, when press'd and bidden

2009-12-13T22:26:00.001+08:00

As of late, my dearest brother's in town so days has been kinda hectic touring around Singapore. Its nice to be out as a complete family ya know, cos its been a lil over three years since my brother enlisted in the UK army. Anw, caught A Christmas Carol (3D) with the siblings a week back at VivoCity. The movie was quite good. It was touching.. alright maybe I shed a tear or two too. Surprisingly my sisters found the movie boring. Oh wells.

The family and some close neighbours booked some cars last Friday, and we went to Sembawang Park, Kranji War Memorial which I swear is the best place to take pictures at, some japanese and chinese parks I never knew existed, goat and cow farms along Chua chu kang and lastly, breezy Marina Barrage. I tried some goat milk at the goat farm and it stank like a bitch!

Next stop was Jurong Bird Park yesterday. Wanted to go to Escape theme park but couldn't get the tickets! Pfffffft.

Last two peeks look like Mardi Gras happening in Singapore init?
Anw next stop would be Sentosa if the weather holds up. I'm like dying to try out the surfing at Wave House!

Poppy black.

2009-12-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

School's overrrrrrrr! I can fly to the moon right now. Gonna miss ma girlss dhea and fiona, oh have a safe flight! Enjoy your trip to korea and bring back lotsa yummy goodies back yeah. Haha! Anw results for economics and news writing papers ain't out yet and its scaring the bejesus outta me! Hope I pass hope I pass really really hope I pass times infinity. Garh.

Owl obsession.

2009-12-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

Thanks Mita.

One more week. Gotta hold on, it'll be over and the holidays will be here soon enough. Screw econs anyway. Why do we even have to take it? Uber terrified for the paper tml seriously. Hope I make it through!

sing my blues away.

2009-11-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

Gawwd miss that sali already.. See you again soon hai mita bita. Malai na bhul yaar (:

i'll hold them all dear.

2009-11-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

Caught Paranormal Activity with Rosh and Mita at Iluma on Sunday, and it left me and Mita with pounding headaches, and Rosh was shouting out loud at the end of the movie in disbelieve at the abrupt ending. Total waste of our $9.50. The show is a big fat blaaaaaaah people! Reviews were saying how it is better than Blair Witch Project yadayada but no waay man, BWP wins HANDS DOWN.

Fierce Rosh with her fierce new hair. Work it girl.

no matter what it takes.

2009-11-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

Riding around yiochukang the other day with ming and gang. Started raining, suck ballxzz. OH WHERES THE SUN.

Uniform day!

2009-11-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Peektures from class uniform day! Ironing my uniform made me feel like a seconday school kid all over again. From Mayuri.

Rest taken from my lousy phonexzz.

Happy birthday mitabitasita!

2009-11-18T19:01:00.001+08:00

Warning: Picture Spam!

On the 13Th of Nov, dearest Mita bita sita turned seventeen. Happy birthday girl! Made a card for you, hope you like it (: Anyway, Jac booked a car and picked me up after school. Went to Holland V. for lunch, which was Mita's virgin trip and my second one. Introduced Rosh and her to awesomezzz yummy icecream. It was very droolz nah. Went bowling at Mount Faber Safra afterwards.

In the car with the driver and assistant driver, Jac and Denise.

The ravenous lot of us drove over to Jalan Kayu for dinner after bowling. Our waiter was a Nepalese working there at the restaurant we went to, and he didn't know Mita and I were speaking to him in Nepalese for the past few minutes or so. Wth.. It was as if we were speaking to him in French! *facepalm.

Drove over to some random empty carpark for cake-cutting after dinner. Twas yummy pandan cake.

LOL, here's our epic fail jump shots.

Anyway, gonna get ready now. Going over to Mita's to collect uniform. Super stoked for tml's Uniform Day!

Schoooool shizz.

2009-11-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

School has been fun, with food trips thrown in here and there with the gang. Fiona's recommendation to this Indian eatery, which I forgot the name, was sinful food heaven. We had butter chicken and aloo paratha (potato prata) and butter naan. Aloo paratha was mediocre but the butter naan was simply delightful, soft with sizzling butter all over. And the butter chicken... Omfggg it was to die for. Creamy and simply yummy. I have to make another trip there once again, its a matter of life and death now for me.

Anyway peektures below are from the One World Day in school, where we tried out different costumes. I was really surprised to find that they had Nepalese costumes too! Needless to say I had to try that out, with the rest who wore the various other ethnic costumes.

happy birthday boy.

2009-11-08T12:48:00.000+08:00

My apologies for lack of posts! School always drains me out to the core. Everyday I wake up at 5am, go school, come back at 8 or 9pm, shower, eat dinner and zonk out by 10pm. Every.single.day. Too shagged to even check my emails and others. Its thaaat bad.

Anyway, it was Ming's sweeeet seventeen a few weeks back and many many thanks to Sibani for the recipe and help.This is one of my few attempts at baking, and boy I'm glad it turned out fine.I had whipped up some cream cheese icing but somehow something went wrong and I ended up throwing that away. Oh the horror. Luckily, turned to good ol' Nutella, my lifesaver.Bought the box from Breadtalk and it was kinda amusing cos my cake soo tiny. Underestimated the serving size =/ Nevertheless, happy birthday!

piknikkkkkkkk.

2009-11-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

Impromptu plans are <3

so its my heart I listened to.

2009-10-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

I'm bored to tears. When will my throat get better... Dang. Went to see the doctor ytd, who told me my throat was infected. AND contagious, on top of that. Jesus, why me. Sorry Ben and Fiona, I think I may have passed it to you guys. And Rosh too! I can't even talk properly. I croak, to be precise. I'm exhausted of coughing like there's no tomorrow..
On a brighter note, school has been relatively pleasant. First week of school, and I'm gonna be missing two days due to MC. Anw, here's my remarks for all the modules I've attended so far.

Love Relations: Super happy I took this for GEMS. My facilitator is a lil bit psycho and hyper, but I guess thats what made the lesson lively.
Digital Video Production And Aplications: Quite fun, I must say. The facilitator, Sam, has worked for MediaCorp and worked on the set of PCK and Maggie and Me so his stories quite interesting. Like Gurmit Singh making him buy chicken rice without breast meat or something.
Web Publishing: I think this module is gonna be quite tough? Have to digest all the different HTML or CSS codes. One.Big.Headache.
Fundamentals of Economics: Boring. The word economics just puts me off. Seriously.
Introductions to Public Relations and Advertising: Another yawnsville.

I have yet to attend other the modules. Hope I havent missed out too much by being on MC. Today was supposed to be dress up day. Oh, made a virgin trip to Holland Village with the girls and I'm super craving for Honeycomb icecream with crushed oreo bits from cold rock ice creamery. Argh.

Bhoilo/Dheusuray '09

2009-10-22T15:21:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I had my festival, Bhoilo and Dhuesuray last Sat and Sun respectively. Rosh, Sabhina and I were like maniacs, running here and there. And the three of us collected an insane amount of ALMOST $600 in seven hours of two days. Our most amount collected ever in our bhoilo history. Crazy much? We were like seriously delirious while counting our stash. Haha.

All sweaty after running around. Hope lady luck will bless us next year as well! *crosses finger*

trip down memory lane.

2009-10-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Bojay (:

I'm sorry but I had to dig up some gruesome pictures from the past for memory's sake. Haha! Pardon me for the horrible blur peektures taken from bad handphone cameras and the bad editting! They were done waay back by a noob me.

Both at GC Mela.. Omfg sho ahlianzx hahaa. Damn the pirate ship. Horrible! Awesome but don't know why I was so terrified that day. I'm usually not such a pussy. Haha you had to teach me how to overcome that terrible falling feeling to stop me from tearing.

HAHAHA I can't stop laughing everytime I look at this picture. Remember we so so psyched about our haircut and we did it at that hair salon at toapayoh owned by a local celebrity or somthing. And we came out looking WORSE than when we stepped in. Oh the horror.. I wanted my fringe to look like this lady's I saw in a magazine, but the results wwas NOWHERE near what I had shown the hairdresser. And poor bojay, like the fringe was attacked with a pair of garden shears. Sorry bojay. But this pic was the best from the rest, others were too painful to look at.

This was at Escape Theme Park I think? All wet in the pic after riding the wet and wild, the roller coaster thingy. The Inverter, was like our favourite, going back there again and again. Oh and I remember we bought our lunch from taiseng hawker to save money. Lol! And other time we went with Sabi and gang and we were at the Rainbow 360 or something, and Rosh shouted 'Omg! I can see my mother hanging out the clothes to dry!' which was so freaken hilarious I almost wet my pants laughing.. oh goddd.

Kay last pic. Haha.. Sorry about this picture but I when I look at it, reminds of that time I was meeting you in Nepal and I travelled alone in the bus to meet you and it was super scary cos the bus driver and bus conductor was giving me weird looks and to top it all off, I didnt know where the hell to get off. But luckily I got off at the right stop and I suddenly see you across the street and duh, was so happy and as I got nearer, couldnt help but notice the cool, badass jacket, track pants and slippers straight out of Vogue magazine. Hahaha omg.. bojayfied.

Anyway hope you're doing well (:

now that its all settled

2009-10-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

...I'm biting the dust.

i'll fix the twist in you.

2009-10-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

Warning: Hair Overload

I've finally let myself succumb to the temptation of a haircut. After eonsssssssssss yo. And I wanted nothing but THE best so I went down to Novena's Monsoon to get my hair trimmed. Why? Cos the New Paper New face girls had their makeovers there. I loved some of their haircuts! Haha dumb but anyway I so love the results. Oh in order to get your hair done by the directer there, you have to fork out a staggering $260. Just for a teeny haircut. Now you tell me.

Okay anyway here's my previous hair. Peektures were desaturated. Fringe got super long. I just hated how flat the top started to get cos my heavy hair was like weighing everything down. Flat boring lifeless. Hatehatehate.

So I took along these peektures of Gisele Bündchen and *ahem* Miley Cyrus. Not really a big fan of hers but I kinda liked her hair in the photo.

Kay here's after my cut. Not exactly like the peektures I took along, but I'm contented enough. I wanted something more.. messy. Hacked off about 2inches worth of split-ends and dried ends. Layered the fringe and top top of my head a lil. Got my hair done by the salon manager, which set me back by about $50. Which i find okay, worth it i guess. Gawd such a heartache it was to see all the hair on the floor. Garh. Nevermind hair grows.. worth it for healthier and bouncier hair. My mum was like 'It looks the same blabla!' but it feels different!

So craving for some teriyaki chicken from Mos Burger right noww. Anyway can't wait for school to reopen!

Whirlpool.

2009-10-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

Timecheck: 9.43am

Registration for GEMS is at 10am and this are the 6 possible modules I have rounded up.

1) Etiquette and Prof Image
2) Effective Speaking Skills
3) Film Appreciation
4) Cross Cultural Communication: Accents and Slang
5) Love Relations For Life – A Journey of Romance, Love & Sexuality
6) Introduction to German Culture and Language

Now the damn problem is, which one shall I choose?

turn me inside out.

2009-10-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

TURN IN EARLY
Cut hair.
Dye hair.

Hokay these are like the top three things in my lengthy to-do-list right now. Boring but it means LIFE OR DEATH TO ME. My hair is dyingggggg. My dried ends are crying out me for mercy already. Its recommended to trim hair one every 6 months for healthy hair and a scissors has not as much as touched even a single strand on my hair for like almost two years now. I'm still considering the best place to cut my hair, and prolly gonna dye like a dark brown or something. Oh and I believe that my turning in at 1am on average everynight is causing the pimple outbreak which is SO not good. And I've just transfered another almost hundred plus movies to my hard disk, on top of the 150 movies that was already inside, and that is not helping me one bit. Just finished watching Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Bruno, Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging etc and I wanna watch Semi-Pro, Coco Chanel and Breakfast At Tiffany's which I've long wanted to watch now. Whoooooo.

All i did, was to trust.

2009-10-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hello to whoeverr. Just a short lil update. Peektures taken at Swensons with Fiona and Dhea. Yeah I know my face awesome right.

I was the eyeliner guru for the day!

Was craving for baked rice, so had the beef stroganoff. Man the beef was seriously microscopic. Mood OFF.

Anw hope you like our advance birthday song for you Dhea (: Even though its like still a few months away haha.

Kay off now. My page looks screwed now but do help me click my ad on top. Why? Because I'm in it. Radha Mitchell.

Hoho kay lame.

Friday shenanigans.

2009-10-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

I've been swimming and cycling real crazy these few days, on top of working my ass off. Actually rode down a flight of stairs. Aint no easy feat for me, got my heart a pumping. Oh, and climbed a roof in a park today which was super awesome, like sorta being on top of the world and there was such a beautiful full moon in the clear sky. Can't believe I did that and twas kinda scary cos it was so wet and I was half afraid of slipping and cracking my head open but whatever haha. Everyday's been an such adventure. Hope all these activites will melt my fats away! Had macdonalds two days in a row. Oh the agony. Hope that wont add on to my ever increasing frame.

Random but I'm actually looking forward to school and learning new stuffs when it reopens.

love you to the moon and back.

2009-10-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

Changi beach a few days back. Weather was so gloomy.

Anw felt the tremors ytd? Wasnt at home, but was told by my sis that she felt the house shaking and quickly ran to my nighbour's place. And my neighbour had a headache from the movements. Gosh. Dont know why but morbid thoughts of my whole place in total ruins popped into my mind. Chaos everywhere and people trapped under all the debris and rubble and blood splattered all over. I was thinking how safe Singapore is and how I take that for granted sometimes. Like imagine those scenes of destruction we see on the news all the time in other countries which we don't even give second thoughts about actually happening in Singapore.

Hokay that aside. Caught Time Traveller's Wife with Fiona and Dhea the other day. Dhea and I actually teared. I teared twice infact. The last time I had some hardcore crying was while watching PS. I Love You in my room with a whole box of tissue and praying that noone would come into my room to catch me in my sobbing state. Haha. I hadn't finished reading TTW so I wasnt that aware of the storyline here and there but it was soooo sweet. Bittersweet. The guy dies but oh well.

Oh i caught 4bia as well yesterday. Wasn't as scary as the first 4bia though. There are 5 stories and the last one was actually like some sort of comedy-ish. Oh there was this old aunty who was sitting alone. Haha hardcore man. Yeah after that caught up with this guy, a friend of Ming's. Haren, who beatboxes. And maaan, is he power. He can beat the sorta 'world's best beatboxer' below hands down. Maybe I'll take a video next time round.

Starry starry night

2009-09-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

Just something to share. Stumbled upon this blog (http://www.theuniformproject.com/) and is about this girl who's on a project to wear a dress for 365 days a year but with different accessories and all. Really amazing.

Awesomenesz. Anw I just came back and I'm glad I AT LEAST collected >$100, considering I have only two relatives here. All the rest went back to Nepal boohoooo. Man I was melting like butter in that thick, starchy costume of mine! *shudders.
Never again.

blue and black skies

2009-09-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

Having my festival right now now now and it shucks to the max that I'm down with darn flu. Argh! Hope i can still taste my aunt's sumptuous chicken rice later.

Sigh. And I myself cant believe those words that came out of my mouth but was just so tired you know? I hear stuffs and ah well... it still hurts, losing a friend I knew since primary school and all four years of secondary school as well.

All my thoughts lead back to you.

2009-09-12T17:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I don't know why I'm putting up with all these pieces of shit.

Home alone.

2009-09-10T14:39:00.000+08:00

You know that feeling you get when you make a decision and than you realise it was nothing but a big fat mistake and now you wish with every fibre of your being that it hadn't even happened? Yeah I'm feeling that way now. Nobody's home and I wish I hadn't even stepped out of my house in the morning. And now my whole day is in perfect ruins.

a patch of blue in the stormy skies.

2009-09-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Chalet with the class peepols last week and I have to say, enjoyed myself tremendously! Indian poker, taboo, all the hilarious forfeits, including the one which we had to impersonate our lecturers, our potluck dinner with the 'wide variety' of dishes but delicious nevertheless, rushing back to the room and cramming onto the beds to catch S'pore Idol together. Oh, too bad Nic didn't carry out his 'Coffee, Tea or *swirls* ME!' idea. Would have been a roaring good laugh. Gosh, we should do this again. And its a real pity I had to leave while the night was still young, I couldn't stay the night. Nevermind, next time!

Anyway its my pop's birthday today and he is so adorable. He actually set a birthday remainder on his handphone! Haha. Had the delish pandan kaya cake from Bengawan Solo and I need to stop pigging out. Nowwwwww. Dashain party's round the corner and I'm still contemplating if I should go or not. I need some new threads and a haircut!

Been real busy with work this past few days because I want/need molaaaaah. And I have this urge to visit Nepal, again.

driving me loco.

2009-09-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

MY INTERNET IS GOING BONKERS.

running in the rain

2009-09-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Virgin trip to the flyer with the family and I experienced nothing but sheer boredom and giddiness. The view from the top was the only redeeming factor, but other than that nothing spectacular. On the other hand, living life to the fullest now. Gosh, the holidays are finally here and I had almost forgotten the feeling of living a free life since the end of the olevels. Dreading the release of results but I'm gonna enjoy while I can.

the last stretch.

2009-08-31T21:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing better in the world than to slurp spicy hot curry with lovely pratas when its all cold and chilly and rainy.. Its been eons since I last has em, and the weather had been an absolute love for past few days, especially in the mornings when raindrops are falling outside and I just can't drag my lardy ass off my warm cosy bed. Which is NOT a good thing, cos when I finally do get up its already past 12 in the afternoon and I could've used all that precious time revising for my communication paper. Which is tomorrow. And I've plenty more chapters to go through till I can confidently say I'm ready. Oh it is sucha bitch.

Oh yeah, had quite an encounter. Ming had bought some catfish at some thai shop at Jalan Kayu where we had the pratas. And quite cheap too, dare I say. About $4 for five or six? Meant to be eaten actually, but Ming heard that they can grow till quite big so we wanted rear them. While eating, I heard a loud splash and I looked down where the plastic bag full of catfish were. Lo and behold, one of them had jumped out and was wriggling away on the wet floor. Gosh I was so surprised. Hurriedly tried to grab it but darn, the thing was all slimy and slippery. It kept slipping right outta my hands and this happened 3 or 4 times before I managed a firm grip on it and stood up triumphantly.

And it slipped right out again.

Screamed like a mad woman and dived at it. Luckily caught it and managed to throw it right back into the plastic with its friends. Then I suddenly realised that I had an audience, which included almost half of the patronisers from the eatery next door and the indian servers from the prata house all staring in bewilderment.

Gawd, talk about embarrassment. Sigh..
Alrighty I better go back to my revision if I wanna pass that damn module. Freedom after tomorrow baby!

Stifling a thousand yawns.

2009-08-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

I had been putting off my marketing revision for far too long, procrastinating to no end. Always thought it was a big, complicated, pain-in-the-neck bitch. But now that I've started and gotten the ball rolling, I find myself thinking "Damn, if I had known it was this easy to comprehend I would've done this earlier." Sigh.. 7 chapters down, 3 more to go. Sitting for the paper tomorrow and I hope I've nuff time.. Hmm but what to do? Just hope I can keep this momentum going.

under the sun we lain, undisturbed.

2009-08-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

All in all, a very pretty day indeed.

mine is the heart you stole

2009-08-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

Playing aroung with colours, curves, exclusion and such. My, its gonna help me ace my marketing paper. Ten chapters this coming wednesday and I've yet to start on the dreaded revision. Telling myself, just two more bleedin' papers to sit for till the holidays. Holidays which are completely work/assignment/project-free. None. Thats my inspiration. Can't reiterate how much I'm looking foward to it.

New York New York, last week.
I am starrrrving now. Craving for big, meaty sandwiches and piping hot clam chowder and fries to sink my teeth into. Garh!

Diving swallows.

2009-08-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

Completed the ad and sales letter for Media Writing yesterday. The first's the draft, while other's the final ad I submitted. Chose Pink Dolphin to advertise! Don't know why but I've been guzzling it the last few weeks. Tryna lay off the gassy drinks ya know? Anyway, sure feels great finishing up a major assignment. Even though there was some rushing through it in the school library doing some last minute editting and writing and rushing to print it for submission before the deadline. Sweet euphoria, nonetheless.

Two more papers to go and I'll be free yaw.

zebra prints and killer blisters.

2009-08-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

So I had my MS Word practical today and boy, am I glad I completed it. Had enough time to complete all the questions, unlike the damned Microsoft office Excell prac, which was like a total killer. Seriously I'll be elated if I even managed a borderline pass. Just a teeny pass will do god, it will do.

i love you like the stars above.

2009-08-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

It is sucha relief that projects/works/assignments and such are finally over, finished and done with. Well, almost all of them. DB poster and banner? Check. IMW ad? Check. OC Euthanasia presentation? Check. ONOW reflection and ppt slides? Check. Only two semester papers and ONOW presentation left, and I can kiss school goodbye! That is, the holidays. Oh, having the presentation this wed, crossing my fingers tight that I can pull if off without letting my nerves get the better of me. I have this persistant tendency to play with my hair despite tying the whole bunch up to prevent me from doing so, and being inaudible even tho I tell myself over and over again to speak up. Ahh well =/

And its about time I haul my ass down to start mugging for my marketing and communication paper already.

Aite, geek rant aside.

Blissfully stuffed after dinner at Fish&co on the 14th, at this quaint lil mall with hardly a soul in sight. Talk about perfection (:

Whittled time away at Starbucks after that, watching movies. Sometimes, there's nothing better than to just slow down in life and savour every second, ya know? Been rather occupied with hoards of movies recently, entire series of SAW, Enchanted, EagleEye, Push, Stomp the Yard, 300, Troy, you name 'em.. Lord movies are simply evil. Can't seem to tear myself away from them.

A wonderful time spent,
on a special, special day.
Time spent with you,
truely beautiful in every way.

Her Her Her.

2009-08-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

I wanna know, how are you. How's everything going. Can you think? Do you even think of me at all? Can i know? Can i even know? I miss you. I really, really do.

Looking forward to sushi+swimming on mon (:

He's like fresh morning dew on a new day.

2009-08-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

So in the midst of all the turmoil, I indulged in a bout of tie dye, like again. Oh It.Is.Addictive. Seriously. Ming and I tried out the double spiral and vertical roll pattern, learning form the tie dye videos in youtube, which are like super helpful. Sigh, don't ask me why I'm using up my free time doing all this rather than to get busy with work.

Ran out of dye so we bought some from a DIY store. Bought orange, cranberry and violet! Prepared ‘em and did our thang.

The best part of tie dying? Opening up the t-shirts after dying ‘em. Call me crazy but its like opening up a present! Haha. Well no one really knows the exact outcome, so the surprise is THE addictive part for me. As in not knowing what you’re gonna end up with but its still loadsa funzz.

No peektures of the outcome yet cos still gotta wash and dry the shirst and the dyes kinda runs a lil. Oh, we found this ginormous insect creeping about.. It was like really huge-ass. *shivers*

****

My everything, my guiding star.

My kind of wonderful, thats what you are.

suck it up, biatch.

2009-08-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to get busy with the piles of assignments I have. I NEED TO START WORK, LIKE RIGHT NOW.

And there's another load i needa get off my chest. I've made a very important decision, and no, it ain't pertaining love nor family. See, I've made a rather unpleasant discovery and I don't know if I'm being overly paranoid.. I ask myself why oh why, whilst in the shower, walking to the bus stop, in the bus. Is this the first or one of many? Whyyyyyyyyyy. And when I look at you, I feel like I'm staring at the eyes of a stranger.

I really, really wanna catch a flight to Nepal right now, and get a break from all this. My granddad has just a few months left and I wanna see him. I want to see Rupa and see her new house. Get some answers from her. Catch up with Rak on all the years we've missed. I want to travel on a boat again, and ride the cable cars up the mountain tops. Missing everything of Nepal, but not the explosive diarrheas I had over there though.

*Major sighs*

enthralled by you.

2009-07-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Spending my time lazing around watching movies. I'm trying not to go out much cos my main priority is to recuperate and get back all my energy. POLY LIFE IS EXHAUSTING, totally wears me out, down to my bones! Garh.

Anw been watching SupermodelMe, singapore's equivalent to ANTM. I love Fiona, SriLankan and Indian mix. HOTNESSSS.

On a sidenote, I AM FINALLY DONE WITH ONOW REFLECTIONS HOMGGGG. Another load off my back. I can finally sleep in peace tonight.

sing a rainbow, he said.

2009-07-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

Pictures from the voluntary work done for ONOW at HortPark during the June Holidays below. So what did Fiona and I do? Guarded the Butterfly house, caught escaped butterflies, walked around the area admiring the greenery and just sat at the service counter using the computers. Hows that for value-added service learning? And now we're supposed to write a reflection 600-1000 words. Just kill me pleeeeeeesh.

On the other hand, Ming and his group's helping out this less privileged family of four for their ONOW. So along I tagged, with them to meet the organizer first, this very pleasant lady, who than brought us to meet the family at their house.

And what an eye opener it was. The moment I stepped into the dingy one-room flat, the first thing that hit me was the smell, a musky, unpleasant smell. And as we walked in, the stickiness of the floor was obvious. The walls were dirty and the flat was reallyyy tiny. There were just 6 of us, and yet we seemed to have occupied the whole house. It was THAT small. Their water supply had been cut off, leaving them to rely on the water that dripped from the taps, collecting them in old buckets for usage. And yet the mother, a mentally unstable woman with a low IQ, as we were told by the organizer, offered us packets of green tea. Of course we left them untouched, not out of disgust or anything but out of concern. There were two kids, and the younger one seemed to be like the mother, mentally disabled.

And the worse problem for them, were the bedbugs that were constantly biting them. For god sake one was crawling right near my feet! Swell. Luckily we had brought insecticides along. Overall, very value-added indeed. I had never experienced anything like this before, had never even seen a one-room flat. I was like picturing what I'd be writing for my reflection if I had been in this. Do-able, if not easy. Garh. Oh, and i stepped on doggy pee there. NOT a pleasant experience.

But oh well, I did enjoyed myself at hortpark tho, FEEOHNA and I got to ride a buggy for the first time. Haha!
Night ya'll.

Cos no one does it better.

2009-07-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

Whooo yeah thats right, SUCKERS.

colour me blue.

2009-07-19T20:22:00.000+08:00

Weekends have passed by just like that and its monday once again tomorrow.
Sigh, woe monday bluesss.
Anw, pictures from last week.
Balloons yawww.

Swallowing the gas and speaking like the chipmunks in IMW class was funz but sadly the facillatator didn't think so :(

Ohoh, surprise balloons from the sweets on friday. And milk tea too just when i was dying of thirst in class. Simple things like this, makes me feel real real special, really.

With the class peeps.

Belated birthday dinner out at Lau Pat Sat after that with Rosh and gang. Night saw us grabbing our food and running to the shelters like our lives depended on it when it started to rain, while we were sitting out in the open. Infuriating, but funny tho.

Got to spend quality time with this girl today. Your guitar skills has improved doti! A vast improvement from the one song that you only knew. Which you used to strum over and over, almost making me insane. Haha ;D

Anw.. was supposed to use this day to catch up on assignments but sigh.. epic fail as usual. The deadline for design basics assignment's looming near and i'n supposed to choose the product that I need to advertise but I've officially naught in mind. Oh wells..

Aite, i'm outta here.

Was that the worse yet?

2009-07-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

July babies (:

This is what you get when you take one blur Fiona + wrong side of the knife = KACHANG PUTEH. Haha but every morsel was still scrumptious though (:

♥ to Diyanah, Lina, Kaien, Christina, Vivian, Fiona and Verena! (:

8th of July was spent basking in the sun, frolicking in the sea, rolling around in the sand, piggybacks, building sandcastles, collecting seashells and snails, shopping at Vivo, lovely dinner with of course, the one who matters the most ♥

What more could I ask for?

You look like a bulldyke. Period.

2009-07-06T11:48:00.000+08:00

OMFG Adam Lambert's coming to Singapore! I've booked my tickets already, got the seats at the first row, have you???

Okayy I kid I kid. Thats my DIY concert poster done during Design Basics class using photoshop. We were asked to choose between Adam Lambert and Kris Allen and though I'm a fan of neither, I chose the former over the latter cos his pick-tures were nice! Haha yea shallow but whatever. I know gotta polish up and work on my skills more, still so raw. Fiona's poster veli veli nice noe. Look at my piece of crap :'( OHH AND I'M ELATED WITH MY MARKS I GOT FOR DESIGN JOURNAL. An A, yurray! Totally unexpected, considering it was last minute work done the night before burning the midnight oil. But I gotta start doing the banner assignment soon and gotta DO IT WELL if i want an A overall for DB.

Kay. In the stinkin' library right now freezing my butt off while waiting for the boy's class to end. Its always so freaken cold and smelly in here. Like wet, sweaty socks =/

you're sucha riot, bitch.

2009-07-06T09:03:00.000+08:00

I HATE DESIGNING AND PHOTOSHOP.

Oh woes, I'm stuck in class :(

a hailstorm within.

2009-07-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

I am crossing my fingers tight, hoping that the mugging done six hours before the ICP paper will yield favourable results but of course, who am I kidding? Just managed a borderline pass for IMW, gotta stop being deluded. Garh. Oh well, sorta satisfied with ITB though, got A/B I think? And I'm finally done with my part for PBL, yayness. Had been putting it off for too long, and its another load off my chest. ITB test the week after next and I better prepare early. I hope.

And in the midst of the baseless accusation and rumors, i'm happy with how life is, except for all the assignments being such a bitch. I've always had this shit I needed to put up with, to the point where I'm immune to all that alrdy. My conscience is clear and I sleep peacefully at night, thank you. IMHO, its kinda entertaining to hear all the stories and theories people come up with, thinking they know me and my life inside out. Esp from people like --- and ---. And those irritating sidekicks with their tails wagging and howling. HAHA k i'm getting random! Alrighty, nights y'all.

On a sidenote, i feel so blissfully blessed.
Nothing matters when i'm with you <3

i miss me.

2009-07-02T09:02:00.000+08:00

Got my many many stills from the cass promo video from Adrian and Fred, which lasted two whole days standing in the hooottttt sun. I think my back is permanently damaged, hurts like a bitch.

First scene, taken at a field in Woodlands near Singapore Sports School.

Next scene, which was with an auntie and two kids, Chloe the Chatterbox and An Jing, the Silent One ( inside joke).

With Deborah and Atikah as well. Gosh i'm in love with Deborah's afro hair! I wish i could miraculously wake up with a head full of soft tight curls without going thru the hassle of curling and stuffs. Yeah me and my silly wistful thoughts.. I'm in need of a change of hairstyle!

Group shot! Had to retake over and over again 46379193746 times cos something just had to go wrong in every shot taken.

The others had their scenes and we moved over to the Botanical Gardens for our final fun shot. So weird, tryna loosen up and act natural with a hugeass camera shoved right up your nose. Hah.. Had fun though. Joseph below has an afro as wellllll, me likes.

Oh, and did i mention i had my very own secretary/bodyguard/umbrella man? ♥ (:

Hoho.

Anw i don't know why i'm even here when i'm supposed to be studying for my ICP paper tml. I haven't even started my revision and I have zilch mood to start. The boy is having a test and my tummy is rumbling violently. Morning started out horribly and I have to learn to control my firey temper. I speak words that can slice without even meaning too :( i'm sorry. I have ITB later and i don't know how to do the PBL work. I know i'm getting radom but i just need to rant!

God save me please.

pfffffffffffft.

2009-06-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

That day (:

Hello.
Mad mad rushed day. Woke up early, had tuition, went shopping with mom, took photos of the outfits ( 4 sundresses, 3 tops, 3 jeans, headbands!) for the shoot starting tml cos I needed to send them to the directors, waiting for their confirmation, gotta iron and pack the outfits properly, gotta remove my nail polish and apply a more natural colour cos they were deemed inappropriate by the directors (bull), still have to shower and have dinner andd have an early night to avoid damned pimples and eyebags!

First day of video shoot tml and it'll prolly last the whole day. And i have to wake up at an ungodly time of 4a.m to have sufficient time to get ready. Suck ballz.

Palpitations of the heart, you cause.

2009-06-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Meet Didi, an absolute bundle of melting cuteness yawz.

So had a BBQ at Jac's place not so long ago. Geez sounds like some restaurant name shit haha. Gawd ate so much prawns, pork and chicken sausages, lean pork, stingray, yummy wingz and drowned myself in ice cool drinks cos the weather was being a total bitch(!!) We were like being the ones barbecued. Stuffed ourselves full and kboxed the day away. Awesomenesz.

Sorry for the eyesores.. not. Anyhowz had fun with the people! (: Miss secondary life somehow. All the pranks we played, all the recesses with the people, eating from the same stall everyday, all the kiasu-ness brisking-walking to the canteen to avoid the long queues, MRSLUA gosh she was the bomb! Haha.

Oh, happy fathers day to my old man ♥

Beauty emanates from every word you say.

2009-06-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

Love. It is not an expectation of perfection, and thats when I feel immensely grateful for having you by me, one who loves me flaws and all. One who treats me like a princess despite my crazy mood swings that transforms me into a mad hyena on a rampage and like a witch with a capital B. One who finds that tiny crack to break through me when I shut off all my emotions and become a heartless, cold rock. One who no matter what, be it my fault or his, makes everything okay by the end of the day and makes me sleep with a smile on my face. The magnitude of amor I have for you is indescribable. I'll be your B.S always.

"I love you; not only for what you are, but for who I am when I am with you." Roy Croft.

Bittersweet longings.

2009-06-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

Some rather overdue pictures taken in school. Am just playing arnd with the Polaroid software introduced by diyanah. So many things I wanna do right now. Hitting the beach, picnicing and building sandcastles are a few off the list. Sigh, its a rather dull afternoon, am lost in too many a thought. I'm missing so many things, so many people. I feel so overwhelmed by nostalgia.

Rupa Rupa Rupa bojay.

I miss her, and all the crazy times we had. Same kindergarten, primary and sec school all the way, we practically watched each other grow up. I watched her blossom, everything just captured in frames. We laughed, cried, crapped tgt. Man, we used to be so tight, but...... yeah. Anway hope all fine's there ya. Embrace the change and make new doshs, bojay. scratch that.

Oh, i miss nepal as welllllllllllll. Feel like just packing up and flying back. Don't worry love, you'll be a stowaway in my luggage and I'll make you piggyback me through the fields full of tori-ko-phuls (yellow flowers) that stretch out endlessly for miles and miles.

& i miss you boy.

Happy times yaw.

2009-06-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

Visited Animal Resort, Mushroom Farm and Fish Farm off the ullu roads of Yio Chu Kang.
Biking, biking, biking!
Outdoor bbqss.
Swimming at Ming's old abode.
Fishing at the nearby huge-ass canal!
Baking loadsa cookiesss and cooking more pastaas than I've ever done so.

Stuffs I did recently, most while crashing over at Ming's place. Definitely new and different things I got to try out, like fishing at the canal (: Didn't mind getting dirrty, worth the fun.

All taken at the Animal Resort, which we cycled there. Bought bread and hay to feed all the animals! Mad cute rabbits going at $40! Contemplated getting one but hey, I don't even have time for myself, let alone time for a bunny. Pfffft. Oh, saw this li bunny with only one eye, poor guy. Saw this super weird-looking bird.

Armed with drinks, fish food, a fishing net and an empty container, made our way to this beeeg canal near his house. Sun was fiercely burning down our backs, me is blackerrrrrr now lorrxz. Waded barefoot in the murky water amongst the algae and goodness knows what! Haha. Trip ended with a tub of lil fishies and blisters on our feets, ouch.

Lazing arnd in the pool, flying down slopes on the bike at neck-breaking speeds, just chilling out watching movies and eating homemade pasta and tom yum seaweed and playing with sparklers with you are sweet love (:

A hundred and twenty-two storms we've braved.

2009-06-16T08:18:00.000+08:00

So the other day, got a call from MsTrudy, a facilitator, asking if i was free to come down for a video shoot of SP to promote my course. Since i was free, i told her why not. Was told to attend a short briefing yesterday, so down i trooped to school. There ten people for each course under CASS. It was a short meeting alright, but we weren't told we had to go thru casting to be selected for the main cast. And the casting included pretending to be a news reporter and a short acting stint that required us to smile and look up with a faraway look like we're reminiscing sweet old memories.

Jesus, its a wonder I didn't just burst out laughing while spraying the directors with bullets of my sweet saliva.

Anyhow, was told to expect a call.. So maybe mine wasn't too shabby eh? Haha. Lunched at PizzaHut followed by a movie. Caught Land of The Lost!

Movie wasn't up to expectations. There weren't many laughs, just a few.
Kinda fell flat for me..
And oh, trip to thrift store=epic failure!