I can't deal with it.
I can't, not when it involves the people you love. Not when everything you've ever known, is a big fucking lie. I don't want to have to sit and face four empty walls of my room. All stripped bare, no indications of any memories made so precious. My cocoon, my safe haven. The one I always retreat to, where the lights will always be on. Grappling with issues here, you don't understand. I'm losing everything slowly.. Friends who've always had your back, family and soon, a home. I'm scared, I don't want to think about what the future holds.
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I can't deal with it.
I can't, not when it involves the people you love. Not when everything you've ever known, is a big fucking lie. I don't want to have to sit and face four empty walls of my room. All stripped bare, no indications of any memories made so precious. My cocoon, my safe haven. The one I always retreat to, where the lights will always be on. Grappling with issues here, you don't understand. I'm losing everything slowly.. Friends who've always had your back, family and soon, a home. I'm scared, I don't want to think about what the future holds.
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